116

Eh. I need to keep going. I am back at 116 now I just have to keep going til I get to the right number.

116.6

Ok its thursday and I am 116.6 and monday was 118.6 ewww! But that is 2 lbs in 4 days. I can't believe my wt was that high. Ewww. I want to get to 110.

116.6

Not much improvement.

117

Fat fat fat and bloated. I am so bloated and gross right now. But its proof I have to get myself together.

he did it again

He grabed my arm really hard and it stayed red for about 20 min. It felt like it was about to break and I was driving at the time. What a great day.

115

Ugh I am sick of food surprises. Yesterday Nanny wanted pizza and today X bought me a doughnut. Both very yummy but I can only imagine what my wt will be tomorrow.

114.2

We had a big eating event in town this weekend and I didn't do that abd I was pretty happy. Today was worse because I ate too much this night it was good food but too much of it.
I was happy I made up a great recipe of fat free refried beans with laughing cow cheese and salsa. It is very low cal and has a ton of fiber. I have had it on a wrap like a qusadilla and with baked chips so far - yummy.

114.2

Not much progress but it is progress. I think I am going to make dinner tonight so being in charge of the menu will be a good thing. I just have to think about what the scale CAN say tomorrow. It is up to me.

114.2

Not much progress but it is progress. I think I am going to make dinner tonight so being in charge of the menu will be a good thing. I just have to think about what the scale CAN say tomorrow. It is up to me.

114.4

Eh. Yesterday didn't go exactly as planned and I ate at moms. Oh well today is different.

114.4

Much better. I have been so down in the dumps for too long. I am sick of feeling like this. I am grumpy and listless and just so blah.