116.6

Ugh I have to get myself back to the mind frame of wt.loss. I have two weeks til my bday so I am hoping to wake up at 111-112 that day. But 113 would be ok I guess. So today I am going to focus my mind and stay on track.

116

not sure

Well things are kind of different right now. The place I was working closed and I am still out of work. I can't find a job and it is driving me crazy. I am home with my husband all the time and I worry about money and the future. So many thoughts are going through my head.
Also my whole family now lives within 20 minutes of my apartment. That is -mom,dad,grandmother,sister,her husband and her two kids, a 16 year old boy and 4 year old girl. They all just moved here and my parents bought a house they all live in. My brother lives nearby also with his fiance. I moved to this area to be away from everyone and although I am so happy I can spend time with my niece, nephew an grandmother, I remember why I never moved back home.

115.6

Still on the fruit,veg,nut diet.

116.6

Slow but its a start.

117.6

I didn't get a chance to wt myself first thing in the morning so that was my wt after one can of diet soda and a bm. Not so bad it would have been less but I keep eating too many nuts and that is slowing it down. But I am also dealing with my period so I guess its not the worst thing.
The weding I have to go to is a very big wedding that I am determined to look great at. It is in three weeks and I went to the wedding shower two weeks ago in a size four dress- the size two fit but I didn't feel comfortable mentally buying that size yet. Happily I have been fitting in my old size 0 and with new clothes it all depends. I have new capris that are a 2 and they are big! So happy to finally be back to this wt and bring it down some more.

119.6

Today starts a fruit and veggie fast. I am so bloated from my period which will start today or tomorrow. This should help me get to atleat 115 or lower. In three weeks I have my birthday and a big wedding to go to. I don't have a dress yet but I went to the shower and wore a size 4, but the 2 did fit but I was too timid to buy it. For the wedding I WILL buy a nice tiny dress! I can't wait.
For this fast I conveinced my husband to do a cleansing fast- veggies,fruits, nuts and for him fish. He is actually excited to do it.
I have stayed around 116 for a few months and now it is time to get to 110! I want lower but small steps first.
The next post I have to explain all the new things that are going on in my life.