I hate that I can't stay consistant with anything. My wt is up and down, although I wanted to be at 110 by now. My mood is happy and energenic and then pissed off and then sad all with in a span of 12 hours. Maybe my first psy doctor was right to put me on a mood stablizer at 17!
I have to get focused with my life, I used to be a type A person who had to get everything done, now things stay on my to do list forever. I still haven't been to the dentist since getting this dental insurance which is both lazy and gross. I also have to figure out my grandma's medicare plan because she is freaking out that her rates are going up. I know I could pawn the task onto someone else but she asked me, and I don't trust my sister to figure it out and my brother would never get it done. Besides I love her, she has always been with me since I was born really. Until I moved out of state for college we either lived together or next door to each other.
So time for a new to do list and time to get my mind clear and focused again.
Have you ever hit pause on your dvr and left it for awhile? Mine stops the show and goes back to he menu page, like it gave up, if you leave too long.
I feel like I hit pause and I can't get to the play button. |
