Tired

I feel like I could sleep for two days right now.  I am just worn out.   It doesn't help that after work I was only able to sleep for four hours.  I am working tonight as overtime as a technician instead of admissions which theoretically should be easy and relaxing.   But that is only in theory.  For all I know all hell could break loose.  
Life continues to be crazy.   It's actually not been too horrible which makes planning to leave him harder.   He is trying but it is still not something I can continue with.  He can't stay on top of doing laundry,  dishes, and taking care of the animals but thinks having a baby is a great idea.  Umm, NO.  The thing is I know I want children.   I don't have to be a bio mom or anything, that has never been an issue with me.   I just want a child.   I can't do that with him. 
My goal for next week is to find a lawyer.   I have to figure out a time line for everything to happen.  I am going to have to figure out where I will live while all of this is happening.   The tentative plan is to have us move into a smaller apartment and then serve him the papers.  It should then take a minimum of six months for it to be finalized.  During that time we can't live together but I have to support him.  That is what I found out when I had a conversation with a lawyer through the Womens resource center.   Awesome.   So I have to hire myself a lawyer and support him for 6 months.   I might end up staying in my parents house but they don't have a spare bedroom and are allergic to my dog.  So i need to figure that out too.