After lunch

Well I am back from my lunch and it did help me see things a bit clearer. I am not happy in my marriage and that needs to change. We need to really try to fix this relationship in an honest, full on effort or it will only get worse. O.A.R.'s song Shattered has been stuck in my head *"Shattered"* In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town, another everything But it's always back to you Stumble out in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I always turn the car around I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I always turn the car around Give it up, give it up Baby Give it up, give it up now, now How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around All that I feel is the realness I'm faking Taking my time But its time that I'm wasting I always turn the car around How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Don't wanna turn that car around I gotta turn this thing around I have a lot of things to sort out but first I need to get some sleep. I have 5.5 hours till I need to get up for work and I think I should get some rest before I plan a way to change my life. Thank you ladies so so much you don't know how much it means to me!