Well think I have reached my limit regarding my husband's lifestyle. I have been trying to figure out what my next step will be because I am scared of what he will do if I tell him I can't live like this anymore. I have decided to really give our relationship as much attention and work as possible for the next month. If I don't feel like anything but my effort has changed I will at least know I tried everything I could. I don't like that it has come to this but I don't see any other reasonable solution. I mean I could just resign myself to just excepting my life as it is but that is not fair to me or him. So instead I will do everything I can to make it better and try to have hope in the future. I am determined to not continue to be in a unhappy relationship.
You are not a horrible person, if you were you wouldn't feel like you are horrible.
ReplyDeletewhat if it doesn't get better? Is it over then?
I think so. I can't continue this way.
DeleteTrue. take care of you hon, I'll keep it crossed for both of you. It will work out, one way or another. <3
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