good god i am a moron. today is day 9 in a row at work and i have 2 more to go. this isnt a hugh deal, i can work like this normally but this week i have not had it easy. i feel a tad resentful that i have not had the easy part of the job pretty much at all this week. all i want is for 2 hours each night to have the easy task, i like my job and do all aspects of the job without complaint, but it is unfair that these tasks are not rotated. end rant. well anyway, my wt is down and that is atleast one thing that is going ok right now. i have binged two times this week but i have rediscovered the wonders of sugar free chocolate. i buy a bag of it and eat it and then i have a horrible stomach ache and then have a crazy time pooping itball out. its not a fun way to do it but i have desided if i am going to binge it has to either be under250cals or something like the sugar free chocolate that ends up hurting me as it passes right through me. i am ending this post now but i might post again tonight if i get the chance.
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