same

ok i fel like my life has had the pause button hit and i cant find play.  i have such a restless energy inside of me that i need to use for a jumpstart for my life  i need something to happen i just dont know what that something is yet . i also have been just plain tired when i leave work that all i want to do is go right to bed .  i want to take one day to just do what i want which is to leave work and go right to bed to reset myself so that i dont just crash on my day off.  i also need to just change things and feel motivated instead of exhausted.  i just wish i knew what i should do.  i need a clue.