fuck

What the hell! I have stayed the same wt for so long I can't believe it. I have been eating less and less and nothing! So when I wt myself a few hours ago when I woke up and it was 127.9!?!? Fuck. So I just got to work and I was 129. I am pissed and hungry too. I was thinking of fasting today but it maks me grumpy and I already am in a pissy mood. Maybe I will just do like 500cals or something for a few days. If I do it today(Saturday) and Sunday since I am working it won't be too hard. I just can't believe how fat I let myself get. FUCK. Myb legs look gross. My back has FAT on it. My stomach is hugh. You know the normal fat fat fat!